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Glimmered Barriers: A New Start Among The Angels

2024 • 14 min • Ireland

Voices Calling Telling Ripened By Truth Listen To Them Cradle The Consequence Things Get Worse Not Better Barely Breathing Sightless Seeing Beneath The Eyelids Even In Dreams Memories Sinless Image Carving Its Remembrance Over Scar Tissue Left Freely To Drown In Ones Own Bloodless Corpse Controlled And Freshly Abused One Sharp Brutal Instant To Become Painfully Immortal Deprived Of Everything But The Cure.

All Those Years I've Waited

2024 • 3 min • Ireland

(Test Footage: 15/06) Created With Footage From Nicholas Ray's 'Johnny Guitar' An Attempt To Separate The Images From Themselves And In That Removal Create Alter Images. Intrinsically Their Own, The Alter Images Engraved Over The Surface Image Through Color And Distortion.

Sight Disguised As Sound, Death Within Dreams

2024 • 3 min • Ireland

Fighting For A Lost Dream, Damning Realities Rise Up And Wither In The Sky, Hours Choking On Seconds As Breath Becomes Thicker Than The Encore Of Misery. Solitude Painted With Trauma, Roaming The Noiseless Day, Taking Pieces Of My Numbness And Burning In The Embers Of Your Hollowed Corpse. Every Scarred Inch Of My Softened Soul Confined Within The Heavy Burden Of Remembrance.

Bandia na Míle Brón

2024 • 9 min • Ireland

Seen Never Sought Where Is The Time How Is The Axis Through All The All And All The Factions Seeping Out Of Their Want Isolated Benefitted Bandaged Up To The Retina Skin Through The Space I Wait I Turn Burn And Scorn The Undersky The Falsesigns The Terribletruths My Innocence Died A Child Rose A Rusted Angel Shivered Through Adolescence And Hangs Over My Bedrest As Age Over The Body As Flesh Over The Bone As Lack Over The Of And Shrivel Growth Smalling Its Life Ending Life Preserving Life Heavying Heaving Up The Dead Walling Up The Memories Happening With Being Being Without Going Gouging The Eyes To Hollow Gauging The Resistance Of Strength Mourning The Absence Of Silence.

A Life Bled Of Dreams (Truth There)

2024 • 3 min • Ireland

Short Visual Experiment Repurposing Footage From "The Snake Pit" 1948 Directed By Anatole Litvak. Pronouncing The Nightmare To Further The Nightmare, Drowning It In Distortion.

Seized And Torn From Flame And Harm

2024 • 12 min • Ireland

ReluctanceGoneBlurredProblemsThroatSlitSalvationWornSkinPeeledWarmBladeSinksThoughtMurderDecayAndBirthCountlessEyeSecondsDieDeadRebornTearsOfBloodBounceOffEternityStrandedInStarGazesOverAndBornSilenceUntoSolitudeShieldThyVeinsSandedAndBluedSwallowedMinedMindAboveTrueAndUntruthDevouredRelatedToMessageDeadWithinCorpseCropsTravelAheadHeadedEndHarvestCalledUncodedFlyingSinkContactThroughInsomniaReportShrivelingRosesReplacedSocketEyesWithRunningFleshBurnsDreamtOnceOfCopperRustedAngelWingsSpreadAndCuredWithMoondustMayGodAndSleepBindMineDevotion. {Don’t Lose Faith In Me}

The Final Agony Of Infliction

2023 • 9 min • Ireland

With Blood Dripping From Your Fingers Telling Me I Have Not Seen The Eyeless Servant Of Schizophrenic Nightmares Becoming Reality, Said To Be Paranoid Delusions, Psychotic Illusions. Skin-Colored Heartstrings Binding Wrists To Sternum, Eyes Beneath Ascension, Peering, Prying, Cast The Presence Out Of The Heart, The Soul Falls From A Visionary Heaven, Feeding Me Poison As A Cure, I Scream Into Your Belief And Reveal Its Deceit, Expose Its Hedonism, It Is A Fury Begetting Flesh Tearing, Branding Memory Upon Every Inch Of Skin.

A Cold Beauty Painted Without My Heart

2023 • 9 min • Ireland

Angel Of Virtue, Thou Art Blessed With Two Fretful Eyes Like Scattered Stars Melting Against A Slaughtered Sky. I Have Lost Count Of How Many Moons Have Shined Divine In Your Absence. A Thousand Crying Voices Drop Their Long Sleep Upon Me. I Wake To A Dream Of Universal Melancholy And Grotesque Enigmas, Hallowed And Shameful. My Blasphemous Birth Temporary Upon Withered Lips. Your Delicate Silvery Hands And Glassy Fingers Like Trembling Leaves Numb My Slumber.

As I Descend Back Into The Torment Of Absence

2023 • 6 min • Ireland

The Sun Dissolves Into The Sky, Into A Bleaker Realm, A Sleek Citadel Stripped Of Its Fragile Armor, Its Now Tragic Holy Opal Laid To Waste And Wrung Of Its Wet Light. A Deathless Rain Suffocates All In Exhilarating Fear, Flows Of Thunder Reverberate Like Loveless Songs, Voices Rippling Wild Through The Solemn Slits Of Eternity. Time Travels Up The Spine Of A Speechless Twilight, As I Descend Back Into The Torment Of Absence.

Embrace My Bloodied Body Against Endlessness

2023 • 9 min • Ireland

Trauma-Weighted Memories Overburden A Grief-Stricken Physique. Depleted And Agonized. Shivering Inwards In Sufferance Of Lost Innocence. Pillaged, Tarnished. Those Few Scattered Sweet And Cherished Memories Smothered And Beaten Against The Granite Edifices Of Absolute Absence. Every Retained Image Of Love Once Shared And Safety Once Obtained Violently Becomes Spectral Before The Utter Certainty Of Solitary Damnation. Mocking, Relentless, Hideous, Motionless.

The Beauty Of Obscured Serenity

2023 • 10 min • Ireland

PlacedOnTheOneTruePathOfDamnationAndInferiorDigestionThoughtfulnessHopesStandingInBeautyBathedInBlindnessTouchASunDeepDownTheHeartOfFacelessTeachingsOfUnspokenSuicidesSkyCoveredBreathlessnessSubmergingWorthinessAndSelfOfUndefinableWeaknessSensesSoldToDealersOfDirtReadingAsksAndWantsAsNeedsEverybodysGoodTimeBurningStabbedStagedSomeoneSawEverythingDeemedDemonic. {Know That I Gave Everything}

Glimmered Barriers Of Times Dust

2023 • 6 min • Ireland

Another Repeats “Only The Lord Knows!” Until He Knows Not What The Lord Knows, The Lord Doesn't Even Know, The Lord’s Been Replaced By Sanity And Saintly Stature Among Sickness And Health. Another Crutched And Straitjacketed Set Straight And Crushed Beneath Contemptuous Castles Of Conformity. Bullied, Beating And Broken Then Buried.

Seen From Outside Creation

2023 • 10 min

Your Words Make No Sense To Me, You Speak Them In Vain, Your Eyes Look Upon Me, Yet You Ignore My Present Pain. I Despise Your Reluctant Helping Hand, I Don’t Need You To Love Me, I Don’t Want You To Understand. Have You Or Have You Not. Will You Or Will You Not. Can You Or Can You Not. Are You Or Are You Not. Am I Who You Think You Are?

Bound Heavenward

2022 • 6 min • Ireland

Nights Grow Colder, Days Turn Dark, The Whispers Have Turned Into Screams And The Silence Of My So Called "Saviors" Is Deafening. I'll Continue Down My Path Of Destruction, Evading Deception And Shivering Through The Night In Hopes That Maybe Someone Will See That I'm Running Out Of Time.

Leaves Of Words

2022 • 4 min

I Can't Stop Thinking Of The Possibility That Where I'm Trying To Escape To Is Far More Sinister Than What I'm Trying To Escape From.

A Tune Of Non-Being

2022 • 4 min • Ireland

The Decision Was Made, Nothing Was Ever Going To Stop It. Rebirth Comes At A Price. A Price Which Was Paid In Full , And Yet Nothing Has Changed.

Exhaustive Separation

2022 • 4 min

I Don't Remember Feeling This Urge The Last Time. Usually When I Get Such An Urge I Act Upon It Unless It Continuously Screams And Burrows Inside My Head. I Don't Think There Is Any Other Way Of Stopping It? It's Getting Increasingly Difficult To Distinguish Between My Own Thoughts And Feelings And Those Enforced By My Afflictions. I Gave So Many People So Many Chances To Do What Was Necessary, But Apparently It Wasn't Enough. Think Of All That Could Have Been Spared.

It's Time To Let Go

2022 • 6 min • Ireland

Blossoming Futures Suffocate In The Lingering Steam Of Past Sorrows. The Death Of A Half Year Chapter Never Occurred, The Weak And Fleeting Consciousness Granted At The First Mere Glance Of Salvation Deceived The Truth Seeking And Determined Controller Of Ones Own Destiny. Reality Peacefully Lay Dormant Deep Within The Shrinking Hearts Core. The Pumping Of Blood And Giving Of Life As Is Purposed Was Indefinitely Replaced By The Piercing And Suckling Teeth Of Complacency.

Everyone Sees Noon At Their Own Door

2022 • 4 min • Ireland

I've Grown Tired Of Waiting, Of Suffering. I'm Fading, Starving, Bleeding. I Can't Close My Eyes Anymore, When I Do All I See Is The Prison I've Created For Myself Through Circumstances Out Of My Control. My Future Has Been Decided, All I Can Do Is Wait.

The Cruelty Of Memory

2022 • 9 min • Ireland

As The Otherworldly Darkness Seeped Out Of The Cracks Of The Concrete, The Holes In The Walls, The Sky Above And Our Very Own Psyches, We Begin To Comprehend Just How Close The End Was Since The Day We Were Brought Into The World. Our Personal Epilogues Began The Moment We Took Our First Breath Of Blighted Air.

You Held On Tight

2022 • 5 min • Ireland

The False And Unpure Will Often Hide Behind A Thin Veil Of Geuinity, Deceiving Those Blinded By Their Own Fear Of Falseitivity And Using That Fear To Prosper In An Environment In Which They Do Not Belong. The Fear Blinded Deceived And The Deceivers Who Use Fear To Blind Are Both Visible To The Celestial, I Myself Am Neither Deceived Nor Deceiving.

Hopes Reach Retracts

2022 • 3 min • Ireland

Echoing Lullabies, Hopes Reach Retracts. Awake Or Asleep, Is There A Difference. Rain Falls, Sirens In The Distance, Fact Or Fiction, Only Time Will Tell.

As The Gaping Wound Bled

2022 • 2 min • Ireland

When The Flames Extinguished From The Door And The Smoke Slowly Cleared, I Finally Saw The Demons Which Have Been Hunting Me, As Their Eyes Shone In The Darkness And Fading Vapor And The Walls Begin To Drip The Blood Of The Fiends I Saw For The First Time A Reality That Was Previously Hidden To Me.

A Good Thing Isn't As Good As Nothing

2022 • 3 min • Ireland

Is There An End To This Waking Nightmare In Which I Inhabit. One Where I Can Keep Hold Of My Identity, One Where I Can Live. However Hard I Try All I Seem To Find Is The Intoxicating Drizzle Of Cruelty And The Unblinking Eyes Of My Most Feared Adversary. The Green Pastures Promised Have Been Set Aflame, When I Meet My End I Am To Be Laid To Rest In Their Ashes. As My Skin Sheds, As My Tissue Disintegrates, As My Now Bare Bones Shine In The Light Of The Moon And The Fading Glow Of The Inferno, Will I At Last Find Peace?